#289 Take note.

Whoa! Time flies.like really fast.It's already December and I must say,I'm somehow looking forward to 2010.I wanna do so many things that I didnt get to do.Reading Tirzah's blog ♥ makes me want to start a new wishlist/ resolution myself. :) This is not just the after SPM list-to-do,but it is also what I've always wanted to do.Time strain me from doing it,but not this time,i guess.Heh.Right now,I just have two things on my list :)



#1 I want to learn how to drive.
God knows how jealous I am seeing my friends driving their car around *stares* :P I want to learn how to drive ASAP so that I can drive my friends around and go out anytime I want.Heee :D (that still depends on my mom though) lol.I dont really bother the traffic jam or anything,i just want to feel how does it feel to actually drive a car.



#2 I want to get my book published.
Maybe most all of you knows that I wrote novels :) Yes,I yearns to be a novelist.and I'm taking my steps to achieve it.Time flies as we speak and im working hard to achieve my goal :) I wrote 7 novels so far.Still going strong :D Might be publishing Poor Rich Girl and Battle Of The Sexes. *grins* Thank you to Yoke Pei and Arif for the endless encouragement :D

The list will go on.

Thinking back,I wanted to start working quickly so that I will have more money for myself to be spend (and saved of course) :) With this,I dont have to burden my parents and asked them for $$$ whenever I go out.Hehe.But for now,I guess the plan will be on hold since I am still unemployed.Will try my luck at Bukit Raja JJ or AEON :D

College might be impossible for me since I dont really have good financial support.Might be going to UiTM Shah Alam.Still taking Mass Comm no matter what.Heee :D I also want to be a social activist.Going to join Adrian's charity work very soon.Cant wait for it. :) Like I said, high school just finished. After 11 years of getting myself involved in so many things, I really need a rest. Alternately, slack. *popsconfetti* XD For now I'll just spend my days rotting at home.and LOL.

As Elaine Lee quoted,Now only we realise, leaving high school really isn't that fun after all. we have to choose the right path and there will be no turning back. Enter the wrong path and We're doomed for the rest of our life.We will have to learn to have strong mentality and only focus on what we wish to do. Weaknesses.Ngeh ):

I cant wait to meet up with the JBT gang.It has been a while :) Meeting up with the online friends also.Yen Yen ♥,Adrian and a lot more ^^ Some of my friends are going to NS :D First batch will be on January 4th.I'll be lying if I say I'm not going to miss them :P So,to Chua,Tiffany,Su Vien,Jas Min,Tirzah and the others who is going to serve NS,take good care of yourself there,okeh? :D

The retarded moment.

HAHA!
I'm SO going to miss you,Tirzah Yeo ♥!
:D



You better come back from NS with a hot body as you promised.
okeh? :D

© Atikarghhhh.

Like whatttttttttttttttttt?!

see me not.

WAS supposed to be employed today.
but I had to turn down the offer ):

WAS supposed to be rich in few months.
but im still unemployed ):

WAS supposed to get a job now.
but I have one more paper left ):

WAS supposed to study Chemistry now.
but I am very lazy.VERY i tell you.

please skipped all that.My mind are still off. x)

Today,as planned,I went to Klang Parade to so-called hunt for any vacancy.but neh,it turn out to be zero. *frowns* I landed a job which is at McD but mummy decided to call it a big NO.Was so excited and decided to call Aaron.Heh.End up talking about other things.Ngeh :P Anslem and Ashley are super noisy on the phone.The elder borther pratically had me smiling over our conversation.LOL.We are so random.TEE HEE :P

I already watched 2012 last week.Since everyone is talking about it,I decided to give it a try.overall it was OKAY.I love the effect the most.and the graphic.Watch the movie on a pirated DVD (RM7 only) super cheap! :D I dont support piracy okay? :P Rated the movie 7/10.Happy people? :D I'm still waiting to watch New Moon somehow.Not that anxious.Just feel like watching it.My sister has gone nuts over Edward =.=

Chatting with the darling Su Vien :) The very pretty friend of mine.VERY i tell you.LOL.Gosh.I gotta to stop saying 'VERY' and frowns before someone shot me in the head for good.HAHA.Ying Su Vien is gorgeous!! *screams* Wanna know who is she? wait ah. *check Su Vien's facebook* Hehe.

The owner shall not be revealed.
Go see her blog lah.

*bigbiggrins*
:D

She's pretty right?
VERY pretty hor?

I know.


Heh.
I better stop now.
My sis want to use the computer.

4 more days to go ;)


and I'm off disturbing Ah Ning.Heh :P
Goodnight.

Seize my heart.

So in holiday mood now :D

Being all alone last night made me realized something.I'm going to be free from the war soon.and yes,I'm happy :D Tomorrow is going to be a new day for me.I've decided to go to Klang Parade and go around to find if there's any vacancy in any shops :) I'm super excited actually.Heh.I was at Pn.Hasiah's house yesterday.Had loads of fun chatting with her and also the maid :D LOL.

Texted Danny,Ah Ning and Wee Kent when I got bored.Thank youuuuu :) Dont feel that bored after that.Hehe.As I looked at the calendar,I just realized that I got only ONE paper left! OMG! so happy can? :DDD I shall work hard for the last paer,which is Chemistry.Ngeh.Yeah rightttt.All I do now is slacking and pampering myself and avoid reading Chemistry.Lazy? Yeah.

On a short note,Adrian and I are going to plan something.Something which is not sure yet.LOL.so you just have to wait for more updates.Bryan is seriously addicted to Twilight.which i think is super cute of him :) and brave.Because not many guys i know would admit they actually like Twilight.Ego much? Bleh.Now,I'm looking for the novels for him.Patience okay,dear? :D

Been calling everyone just now for an outing.and what a HUGE disappoinment that NONE of them can make it ): Am pratically disappointed.and sad.VERY SAD.I put an effort and they just say not sure.Okay,only some of them.But dude,everyone counts okay? *stares* No one seems wanted to go out with me,that's what I think at the moment ):

Chatting with the Dutchboy now.Ahah! Thank you Aaron for cheering me up at time like this.I am depressed somehow.Very am depressed.First it was the speech and now the outing.Ugh *bang bang bang head on the wall* D: Talk to the him about it,and awwww he is super ohmigosh! *bigbiggrins* :D and stop bitch slapping with Samantha lah.HAHA! We got the awesome-est frowns,hugs and winks ever! SERIOUS :P LOL.gone hyper already *slaps myself* Thank you to Ah Ning too for being the crazy (Aaaaa!!) funny guy I know.Plus,he never failed to cheer me up with his random SMSes.and what else eh? LOL.

Dan Ng is off to Thailand soon.and whoa! I'm jealous alright.Ish.I wanna go to Thailand too! *frowns* Eh,pretty boy,buy me something okeh? :D and dont end up living in Thailand tau! (since there's a lot of hotties there) :P Jason Ong is leaving soon right after SPM.To Aussie ): Better take good care of yourself there,wokeh? and dude! stop being so lame with me lah! Heh xD

Nickhun! *melts* :P

next time,you must hug me like this okay?
hints; Aaron Minjoot.Tirzah Yeo and the rest of the happy pills :D

Now that I got all the happy pills I need (thank you Aaron) :D I'm back being me again *square dance* Life is still worthwhile living.and yes,I am still breathing.LOL.I'm going to start working very soon.and then college.Gosh.time flies :)

Like Jo Yee says,our friends don't need to be super awesome and wild people, all they have done for us is to share their time with us.It is not easy to find a friend you care about, who cares about you too. You might think it's easy, but it isn't.

We have had alot of friends throughout our school years, rotating from one to another, being close to this and drifting apart and then somehow going back together again. It's a cycle. A vicious cycle.

But at the end of the day, it's amusing for us to realise, the friends who we have by our side as we leave school, are those who have been around when we started school.It is a cycle. It really is. It isn't a transition, it's a cycle. 360 degrees around, there you have the people who love you best, and whom you love best. The same people you have known when you started the cycle.(got to love this line :D )

Of course along they way I have friends who I love alot,
who aren't close to me, but who I am really grateful to have known
(still quoted by Jo Yee.Heh)

and now,I'm happy being with all of them.
We will soon will move on and have our own life.
But I do hope that none will forget me :)

quote of the day ; Atika's hyperactive-ness is like a radiation.and it has a very long half life -Sanjeeva.

Do you realise that almost all my blog post are long?
Gosh :P

Kristal is almost here.

This WAS supposed to be the cover of Bukit Kuda's 2009 Kristal.
will not elaborate on that.

After months working hard to give birth to this year school magazine,the day finally come.Yesterday,I went to stay overnight at my Editorial Board teacher advisor/ BM teacher's house to finish up everything.Yeap.We're finalizing the school magazine.As the Editor-In-Chief if this year's edition,I sacrificed my time and dedicated myself to give birth to this baby ;)

The ever awehsome teacher advisor.
Pn.Hasiah Ramli.
Known as my mother at school.
LOL.

Anyways,all I wanted to say is how grateful and happy I am to be chosen as the Editor-In-Chief.Despite the heavy responsiblities and mountains of work load,I am still happy knowing all my hardworks together with the Editorial Board members will finally paid off when the magazine is out due next year.Heh.Also,I would like to apologize in advance because I already did my best doing my job.I hope none will feel unsatisfied with the content or anything.Eek.I dont want that please ):

A LOT of pages had to be cut down.By A LOT,I mean A LOT.even the achievement pages had been reduced.As well as the creative writings.There's been misunderstanding and a lot of argumantative discussions.I'm very afraid that one will not like the outcome ):

I am extremely hoping there will be no unhealthy criticism when Kristal 2009 is out soon.AM VERY AFRAID.I'm allergic to this kind of critism.Bleh.

Last but not least,A BIG HUG AND THANK YOU TO ALL 2009 EDITORIAL BOARD members for helping me all this while.Thank you so much.I'll never forget every moments that we shared together *teary eyes* ;)

SMK (P) BK Editorial Board 2009 :D

Awesome peoples,I must say.
Heee.


I ♥ YOU ALL.

All I know now,my job is done.
*bows* :D

Just say it.

Awesome is my middle name.

December is finally here.Right now,I'm just blessed that God let me go through everything now and before :) Two more days left.Yes,I'm repeating this again.Because I'm afraid that I'll get school sick.Yeah.I'm getting it nowdays when I looked around the school.I'll definately miss school.Not the lesson i mean.The friends.Heh.

Friends that has always been with me through thick and thin,thank you :) As Danny quoted,a lot of us says not to worry if we miss each other right now.Because you said that we'll definately see each other after SPM.But how sure are you that we are going to see each other? We wouldnt you know,unless any one of us is willing to make the effort to call and gathered everyone :D True?

I'm amazed by the experiences and memories that I got from high school.It's priceless I must say.God knows how sad I am right now that I am leaving high school.I cant believe that I already graduated.It seems that I just step into Bukit Kuda yesterday,anxiously waiting for any familiar faces to go with in order to enter my new classroom :) Good times :) I also would like to apologized if there's anything that I've said that might hurt anyone.Sorreh.I'm not perfect.I made mistake.Do forgive me.

Hold to forgiveness, command what is right; but turn away from the ignorant." [7:199]

I'm currently listening to A Rocket To The Moon's Dakota.Great song.very meaningful.Suits my feelings right now.Hee :D I'm not going to blurt out everything here.No.Only certain people knows :) A ya.I bet all of you heard.New Moon is already out.and please do not ask me to watch it because I am not a but fan.I do like reading the novels but I dont go obsessed with Edward or Jacob.Ngeh.Jasper is exceptional because he's somehow attractive to me :P Sorry all Twilight-ians.Sorry Bryan :PPP

Ah.I'm craving for books to be read right now.Anyone kind enough to borrow me some? TEE HEE :P December's schedule is packed.and I'm going to be working the next week right after SPM ended.To those who ask,why not enjoy your 3 months freedom first? Well,I cant actually.

I came from a middle class family.My dad works as an Alam Flora lorry driver and my mother is a housewife.I'm not telling you this because I want sympathy.I'm telling all of you this because I want all of you to know the truth :) I do wish I can go out anytime and spend my money until I'm broke ( LOL) but I have to think about my parents.They worked very hard to raise me and now it's my turn to repay them :) Probably I can go out sometimes,but not everytime.Everytime I go out,there will be money spent.So heh,I'm saving for my future.

My novel is going to be published soon.YAY! Adrian is kindly driving me to the National Library.The plan is still on hold.So,we'll see how it goes,wokeh? :D Alright,I should be going now.I'm running out of ideas and my arse are fidgeting already.LOL.So now,I'll just click 'publish post' now,okay? Okay :)

Who should I blame?

*phone ringing* *I pick it up*

Me : Hello?
Teacher : Atika,cikgu ni.
Me : Oh.kenapa cikgu? *recognizing her voice*
Teacher : Atika,awak punya ucapan untuk majalah sekolah kena reject.
Me : *snapped* Pfft.

Whoever that rejected my speech for the school magazine.,i hope you trip down and died instantly.After all my hard work dedicated for my magazine,you can simply reject my speech?! HOW.DARE.YOU??! I'm burning with anger right now.I feel like strangling someone to death.LIKE HELLO?!?! Dont they tell you not to simply reject someone's hardwork?? Okay,fine.maybe they did.but heck,I worked hard for that speech.It has to be the best speech I've ever written in my whole entire life (not exxagerating)

I need someone to give me a solid and strong reason why my speech got rejected.
Ugh!!
Stupeeeeeeeeeed i tell you.
stupeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed!!!!!!!!!!


GARHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Bloody angry now.Ugh.

Right now,I just want my happy pills ):

Yeah,countdown.

Will be free from the war soon.

Usually,when my mum got our house telephone or electrics bills,she will definately starts screaming at me.Why? because usually,I'll be the one who make the most calls using my house phone.Heh.cant help it.I love my handphone credit so much *grins* :D Yeah.i'm stingy.I'll also be the longest one sitting in front of the computer .Ngehehe.Computer freak much? xD So,today,when she got the telephone bills and electrics bill,SURPRISINGLY,she said nothing.not even a stare.Whoa.scary much.I wondered the whole night when dad finally told me that he told my mom not to worty about me because I'll be working soon.Heh.get it? Next time,I'll be paying the bills.LMAO.

There's only 2 days left for my SPM papers.meaning,two more papers left.Cool huh? Biology was okay :) I answered all the essays part since I have plenty of time.Hopefully I can score this time *finger crossed* Amy,Win Li,Kalaivani and I had a great time chit chatting during lunch break.Ngeh.Do you want to know something? actually there's one of the invigilators for my school that look exactly like Naqib *laughed* I couldnt get my eyes off him everytime he passed by my table.Hehe.he got cute ass.LOL! Pervert much.Pardon me. xD


On a short note,I'm in terrible financial condition now.So broke.I got only RM20 with me.How am I supposed to go out later? Bleh.want to borrow my dad RM50.Weeh! :DDDD I'll pay back lah.For sure :) *smiles like a good girl* :D Physics is next.and I'll work hard for it.Heh.After SPM i've been thinking to work at JJ.My cousin's girlfriend who is working at Kenny Rodger's Bukit Raja JJ is offering me a job there.Anybody want to join? Heeee :D

The awesome sidekick has gone missing for quite sometimes.I'm going to fly and find him ASAP.TEE HEE :P *turn into supergirl* xD I'm currently chatting with Yoke Pei now.Long time no chat,we talked about so many things.haha.Yoke Pei,I miss you a lot wei! D: and i miss Su Vien too ): Yoke Pei told me that Su Vien is doing great.YAY! How glad I am she's okay now.Ngeh.Talking about them reminds me of Sammy.Gonna catch up with her soon.Also,Yoke Ping and Carolyn :DDDD Hopefully we'll be clique again.LOL.


My cat,Pauline already gave birth to a little kitten again for the second time.My mum is afraid of little kitty since she claimed that she got goosebumps listening to its meow-ing.LOL.so I had to move Pauline and her new born offspring somewhere else.Hihi.Anyone wants a pet? Cause,I have 7 cats at the moment.Yeah,I know it's a lot.Sooner or later,I had to get rid of some.and I dont want too ): At least,if I gave them to any of my friends.I can come and pay them a visit.Just let me knw,okeh? :D


'll be having a garage sale soon.So,stay tuned! :D


Daniel Ng and Yong Yun Ming *ehem* :P

HAPPY 10TH BIRTHDAY,AKMAL!!
:) ♥ ♥ ♥

© Atika.